I have a pen name! @.@

I'm not alowwed to give away my real name (cough cough *Meghan* cough cough) So I am Allanah.

Ladida .
It has been forever since I came here too!

I have a big chemistry exam on Thursday. I hope I do OK on that. Otherwise I wont pass and I'll end up back in Bishop Redding for Summer school >_<

Well, that's not exactly bad... but yeah.

Also on Valentines day I'm going to actually visit the place I did the blog a thon in support for.

A day in Toronto at sick kids >_< Hehe


Also, if anyone cares to see I have a webcomic now (since I last updated anyway) I moved it and made it better. So if you want to take a look click here

The new picture is from it too! I also included it in a HUGE art project I just finished today.


Well, better get off. I stayed up til 1:30 am and woke up at 7 this morning so I'm really tired *.*
Ja!

click this

lol

eek there's a squierrl in our house! 0_o

waii!
I'm beyond exited!
I went to the Lurlene McDaniel message board after abandoning it for like a month and she had actually posted there! XD XD
She must had just done it too because she had only one reply ^^;
I had sooo many things I wanted to say to her, but I felt bad about doing it on the message board with other people trying to post too.
She had asked if people liked her new book and I basicly commented on that.
I managed to fit in that I liked to write too, and how about I just post the entire thing up on this website, and when she replies I add that too. ._.




Lurlene's Message :D


I enjoyed all your posts, even the one from the reader who doesn't like my books. (It happens....) You all are the most wonderful readers in the world and I count myself very fortunate to have you reading my books. Yes, I know they can sometimes be very sad, but such is real life. Both my dear parents have died and I miss them everyday. I think writing about death makes it seem less scary, less intimidating. Death is part of the cycle of life. Sickness, a burden that many must bear. Yet, the kids I've met who struggle with illnesses and do something positive for all who suffer are MY heroes.
Thank you again for all your comments.

PS. Anybody read HOW DO I LOVE THEE yet? I wanted these stories to be about the strength of love.


My reply^^


From: Blueskies (MEGGIECHAN) 7:36 pm
To: LURLENEMCDAN unread (5 of 5)
67.5 in reply to 67.1

I've recently been absent from this board, and I can't believe that when I come back Lurlene McDaniel has posted here.
I've always wanted to write to you but have never found the time ^^;
I love your books. I'm pretty sure I have them all now (besides the ones that are out of print.)
I have so much to say but I don't want to take up anyones time on here, and I've been meaning to write you anyway, so I'll just say I really like 'How do I love thee' so far.
I found Nightvision very diffrent but so very beautiful.
I haven't read 'Laura's Heart' yet, but I will be and I'm sure its wonderfull^-^
I'm sixteen, and I want to be a writer one day too.
Thanks for the long hours of reading enjoyment,
God bless you.

-Meghan




Well I swear this has been like the highlight of my life (and in light of some intense suffering this week too ;_;)
I only wish she knew just how great this has been for me ^^


So, yeah I had something to say about my 'hospital hopping' on Monday but I don't wanna cuz I'm on cloud nine. XD
So I'll show my sexy shoes :D

I have new fish!
I have 2 goldfish (the other flew away :-) and Tiny Tim's all grown up! He was my silver, shiny fishie that we brought in last summer after the goldfish were *ahem* busy=p
Now he's gold, and skinny, but still tiny!
The Koi, who's silver, white, and black spotted with orange on the head, is HUGE! He's as big as those pond koi you see at Chinese restraunts XD
And! We have two new lil fishies!
We have a fishie just like Tiny Tim from last summer. I named it Thumbalena, cuz we need a girl fishie.
The other one is super tiny. I never saw Tiny Tim that tiny.
So we named him 'mole'.
Its a Chemistry term XD


There I've told three stories in three posts tonight. Isn't that amazing? ^.^

One of my guy friends asked me out on a date today.
He'd been hinting at it all week, although I'm lil too dumb to catch on T_T
I found myself alone in the sauna room (a warm room in between two doors at the back of our school) with him, and he had asked me to come to a hockey game and chinatown with him.
The usual question slips from my mouth; "are you asking me out on a date?"
Thoughts ran through my mind too.
Should I say yes?
But I remembered how uncomfortable I was with boys; alone.
I remembered how in every book or movie I saw I willed the characters never to date their friends. I just thought it wouldnt work.
My short lived 3 relationships in 16 years were never my friends first. Not even Jean Marc.
I barely new him.
Thinking about it now.. I wish he never asked.
Its better to stay friends, then go out together, have a falling out, and never talk again.
Like Jean Marc.


So my two cents for today is never date your friends.

I haven't been here since Halloween?
Whoa.
Also, was it just me or was my site completly centered?
Oh well.
I've been wanting to write in here alot lately, so I'll do it today.
I am so so proud of my new comic cover! Yes I'm vain today, but its my first real copic drawing and its so pretty!
I have to put it in here. XD
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I saw a little girl (not so little anymore) from my old elementary school when I used to lunch supervise the 3rd grade class, who I learned when I was in my first year of highschool,had been diagnosed with cancer.
My prayers went out to her back then, but I had no idea how to get in touch with her.
All I remember was the time she wanted to go to our school's infamous 'Pokemon club' and because I was in grade 8 I couldn't come with her.
More like I didn't want to=p
Anyway... I saw her in Harvey's on Saturday.
She's much bigger now, and was sitting with an older lady. She still didn't have any hair so I guess she's had a long run of treatments, but what I wanted to say was I admired how confident she was.
Here she was in a restraunt full of people, wearing a silly hat that she confidently takes off.
She doesn't care what anyone thinks. She is happy to be well.
She looked well, I think.
I wished I'd talked to her, but I was afraid she wouldn't remember me, and I wasn't exactly feeling so great either.
I'd like to say God bless you Skye, and keep well.

Meghan's Halloween Anime list pt. 1


Wanna scare yourself silly on halloween tomorrow, but you've seen all the 'Halloweens and Friday the 13ths'?
More specifically if you're an anime fan -.-
I've dedicated my last half hour tonight to stick up a few titles, with a breif review (I'm bored alright=p)
Here goes^-^
Laughing Target





This one I really liked.
A high school boy who had an arranged marriage when he was six is about to be confronted by his now older fiancee, who isn't just jealous that he already has a girlfriend and has forgotten about the marriage arrangement, but she has supernatural powers that is putting him and his girlfriend in grave danger. 0_o


K, that really sucked as a review but yeah... I forgot what it was about=p
Check it out tho. Its a good Halloween scary ^.~

My favourite doctor out of the many many doctors I've visited over the past 5 years is my Gastrologest (sp? -.-) Dr. Lau.
I like her because she's trying to help me, and it seems like she is. Most of my other doctors just found me a complete puzzle that they couldn't solve so I was a broken toy tossed in the play box. I am an insolvable case I know, but at least I have some great people to help me.
I feel like this Doctor is sympathsizing with me. My visits with her are always just me to her face to face, and altho she has gotten what my problem is wrong a few times (not that it matters because she's close enough), I know she's listening to me. I don't withhold anything because I'm afraid of what she'd think either.
The funny thing is I think I've seen her the least of all my doctors, and yet I know her the most.
She once even took time out of her short visit to see my art, and find out that I was a writer, and she praised that idea.
My first visit to her she thought she had a solution to my problem too, which has been rare for me. It didn't work, but I felt good I had tried so early on.
Anyway, I like her for all those reasons, and because shes a younger doctor so I feel more secure around her. I love her accent (its so cute! ^.^) and I feel like I'm going for a chat with a friend. Except this friend has the potential to end my chronic something or other -.-
The nurse in the small office is really nice too:)
Another neat and interesting point I never thought I'd come across from a doctor was she used to live in Hong Kong and actually knows what anime is when I show her my art. She said she's seen some.


The only problem with all this is she can't cure me, and she's sent me to a few other doctors too. Today she said the same thing again, (although I had thought I wouldn't see her again after the last time she said that=p)
"I have no idea whats wrong with you."
But today I actually asked her about the other youth patients. She said that many kids my age come in with the same problem but the pantaloc (my first meds) got rid of it. I even asked her if ever she had treated anyone with the same untouchable symptoms of nothing like me. She hasn't.
So I figure I am all alone on this one, and it did depress me quite a bit when I heard it, but I feel better about it now.


I'm now up for another visit to a paediatric Gastrologist (still can't spell that >_<)
And maybe she'll light my candle.
But I'll always know, no matter what, Dr. Lau was the one who was the oxygen.